I'm so sick with the same old song that's been sung out for the past 6 years that i feel like killing people just for the fun of it.
My chest hurt so much i want to puke. I'm so frustrated i want to yell & get mad like a crazy bitch. Do any of you have any idea just how fucking hard it is to keep things to yourself & feeling helpless?
If i were there, i seriously think of slapping the sense out of her. She should be grateful i have not rule out the possibility of hating her forever. Because unlike some people, i think hatred only kill your inner self & left you to rot with bitterness in the end. But the way things are going on for so long till now, i may actually heading towards the pit of irreparable craziness & loathing.
Even falling in love with someone & listening to your favorite songs does not matter anymore. Who give you the right to feel so right when someone else is suffering anyway. When you think that no one can fault you for trying to live your life, think for a second of how long it will last before the dark clouds finally catching up.
If there's any evil out there wanting my soul in return for all this to stop, I will gladly sign the deal.
10 comments:
Apa bah masalah ko nih??? cuba gia ko sharing sama rakan2 yg rapat.....
biar la sy geram2 cni blog sja rayns...huhu
jangan ko begitu bah...
:) can't help it ba... :D
hey claire, I guess you are having a bad time like myself too. Guess we're not that alone huh :)
letting it go it our blog does ease a bit of that burden kan? Sigh.
iya Vera....at least let it out la kn...
sabar saja la moi...don't work yourself up to much for something that's not worth it :)
mmmmmm...panjang 'mmmmm' saya...:) that was when i felt like that ba tu...i wudnt let it last long juga..i mean the feeling..kalau sy teda perasaan apa2 pula nti susah jg..hehe thx anyway k.. :)
Wa.. marah jg ko ni ar masa ni.. errrmmmm...
;)
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