Monday, September 29, 2008

The Love Guru

Here i am working on my supposedly one full week holiday...& it's i get all the blues & the yellows..;p

i started sleepy...then by the time i finish my work, i'm totally sleep-ing..haha
but right now....i just finish watching The Love Guru (yeah. u're right. in the office) & i really find it should just watch it..;) him..haha

My fav part?....Guru Pitka & Rajneesh sings the 'More than words'...;p it's just funny...and also...Jessica Alba is not bad at all at dancing the Indian dance..well i know she's good & all at dancing but this is just two thumbs up for her..;) it's very entertaining..(at least for me) ;) fav line...

"People may say bad things about you...but you must never say bad things about yourself." - Guru Pitka

p/s You guys may as well kiss Jessica's Canadian arse...hahaha that's what she said anyway..Damn! hahaha

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Say it

"We have all met people who proudly proclaim 'I always say what i mean' or 'I always tell the truth'. Such utterances are warning signals. Because anyone who chooses always to be honest is abdicating from their responsibility as a fellow human being. They make it easy for themselves, because they have fixed norm with which to arrange their lives, whilst the world around them is entirely unprotected from the truth-teller. Life is sadly not so uncomplicated that we should in all circumstances say what we think, or how things really are." - Stefan Einhorn in The Art of Being Kind -

Lets say, a little girl comes up to you, shows you a drawing and tells you proudly that it is a picture of a cat. Do you tell her that it looks more like an exploding balloon?

Life is not so easy being independent after all. Some people just gladly rejoice in your mistake & make sure you won't miss all the i-told-u-so remarks or every single inch of the the false decision pointed right up on your face.

It dawned on me today at the office...when you see how people get so enthusiastic in proving that you have made a wrong choice & yet barely lift their head if you make something good.

Every day, we make decisions that affect other people, and we never exactly find out what most of the consequences of our actions are. So, we should throw up our hands and say that it doesn't matter what we do, because the consequences are in no way imaginable...

No. I don't think so. Be kind. It won't kill you.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Another Sunday

i woke up this morning feeling guilty...& when i felt like'll last for quite some time..& it's a prob because it will affect my mood for the entire day..i wanted to be always cheery..sigh

but then..i cooked 'ayam masak kicap' for lunch [sedap..hehe]..then watching the movie 'p/s i love you' while eating...& it was not a very good idea because after the fourth time watching it, i still cried over almost every part of it..& laugh was a very good of my fav.

Then i washed my 'white darling baby' & guess i'm feeling much better already... maybe after this post i'll go have a hair trim & wash at the salon nearby..;) mmm..i'm feeling positive now...;)

Saturday, September 20, 2008


People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real.
But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

p/s I think Guzzy or Alex sent this last time in the bwoing2 loop & it brings great meaning to my friends...please appreciate all those around you...
And to all the special person out there…everyone who’s been in my life..
thank you for being a part of my journey, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

The Colors of My Heart

Does not feel like posting anything..mind a bit hollow..n feelings a bit mixed here goes something to do & post without the need to overstretch anything..

Your Heart is Blue and Purple

Your heart is enticing and enchanting.

You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating.

You bring fantasy and romance to relationships.

You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Raja Petra, Teresa Kok and Sin Chew reporter arrested under ISA

"Malaysia Today news portal editor Raja Petra Kamarudin, Seputeh MP Teresa Kok and Sin Chew Daily reporter Tan Hoon Cheng were arrested under the Internal Security Act (ISA) today - Malaysia Kini"

When i read the news, i am totally disgusted by the present government with this recent decision of them. After the study trip of the 49MP to Taiwan, now this?

How stupid they think of the people. Of course it's not about the case of these three people threatening peace in the country, it's the major crackdown of the government as the 9/16 take over is looming ahead.

How come Ahmad Ismail’s racist remarks only serve him 3years of suspension from UMNO with all the clear videos of his supporters tearing down Koh picture from the wall & his refuses to apologize over his bull***t remarks!

Owh.. i forgot, i can't say more on their stupidity or else i am about to hear 'sedition!' 'sedition!' in the air..i may even be the next of thousand more blogger awaiting their site to be blocked just because they choose to voice up their we can't run out on the street to protest..then why denied us the freedom to silently pen down our thoughts?

“Yes, I too have placed not only my money, but also my freedom on Anwar. And if Anwar fails to deliver his promise on Sept 16, not only he but I as well am headed for a fall,” RPK said in his posting on the Malaysia Today portal.

I'm already feeling nauseated by all this dirty unbelievable tactics by the BN leadership!

On different case here about the two PKR leaders who set off for Taiwan..i was actually smiling on to this...

“We have the numbers already. We are just going there to have coffee and spend time with them and also learn about agriculture from Taiwan so that we do not get left behind when Pakatan Rakyat takes over.” - Tian Chua.

Yeah. you're right..i am big supporters of PKR! ;)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Tagged by Jerryster

I just put all the answers 'sesuka hati'...kind of feeling down lately so i guess i'm trying to have a laugh here...hehe

1. The person who tag/pass you this is?
-> Jerryster

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
-> my yet to yet to see in person friend

3. Your five impression of her/him?-> funny, crazy, smart, thoughtful, delicious...haha

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
-> ni la ba susah ni..blm lg ter 'chance'..haha i guess so far is being funny & entertaining on the comments lah

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
-> ...after this there will be one! haha

6. If she/he becomes your lover you will?
-> never let him get up early every morning~ haha

7. If she/he becomes your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
-> patience...cuz i can be difficult sometimes...:p

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
-> tumbuk! jaga la!

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
-> tia tau la napa...sigh haha

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
-> stop & stare~ mcm lirik lagu ja ni...haha

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
-> great person

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
-> after this post? hahaha

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
-> owh~ too many...too many..where do i start...haha

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
-> not sure...haha

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
-> a complete me..

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them :
-> thanks 4 just about it small or big..:)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
-> They are :
byk juga smpi 10!
1) Vera
3) Joy
5) mo letak c wel tp sda kana tag c jerry..haha
6) Fab
7) Alex
10) whoever is interested la then...haha

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-> junior at school

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
-> hahaha..funny...male la kalau king arthur ba

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-> ooo..i bet it will with whoever it is that interested...hehe

21. What is no.2 studying about?
-> something to do bout cats i think...haha

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-> chat box? :p

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
-> sy kasi kau dangdut la rayns...haha

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
-> i think so...mcmna ni? hehe

25. Will you woo no.3?
-> i've thoughts of going to that direction..haha but no..jgn takut Joy..haha

26. How about number 7?
-> ohoo! jgn la kacau org punya..hehe

27. Is no. 4 single?
-> no...sigh~ :p

28. What is the surname of no.5?
-> Tia tau oo kalau c wel atau c jerry ada nama tambahan ni..ster mengkali

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
-> one's there..hehe

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
-> yeah...dunno bout jerry la...his name is there juga..haha

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
-> cats federation...haha

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
-> we both love harry! :D

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
-> hahaha...

34. Where does no.9 live at?
-> sarawak

35. What colour does no.4 like?
-> i hope i guess & black? hehe

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
-> yes...still dunno bout jerry la..hihi

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-> kau rasa lex? hahahhaha

38. What is no.6 doing now?
-> thinking of strategies to win the Pensiangan bertanding ba ni..haha or maybe recording yet another songs..:)

p/s mcm gila ka ni jwpn2....haha mo menghiburkan kau ba ni jerry..sepa suru p tanya what do i think of u n ur belly! hahaha


I was surfing through Joan posts when i saw this test & decided to see how's my EQ points...

Your EQ is 140

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.

You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.

But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

Interesting....& of course very motivating...:) It's good for my emotional state now...reminding me that i have quite a great score of EQ in me so i may as well use it...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Wake me up when Sept end...

No matter how much i thought I've seen it coming or that i can handle it...when it actually struck, i still feel a stab of pain. it actually hurt. sigh...

so i fail miserably at rules no 4...but i guess i'm up to no 6 then, which i don't really need because it's rather a repeated experience where i supposed to have learn by now...:(

It's not even half of Sept. [sigh]

So much for my 10 commandments.

But i'm okay...i always did. Just wish i don't always have to. That's the price i have to pay for being such a soft heart ed-naive-most sensitive type of person. Even if that may be a weakness to some people, which sometimes true enough for me, i'm not going to blame myself for that. I can't change that because at some point, it's a great value to things that matters. I just have to choose more carefully & be more sensible.

Looking for a wind of change ahead of whats left of Sept.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Month of September

I'm going to be the Single-Sexy-Independent woman.
What i should realize & bear in mind are;-

1. Looking good makes me feel good & confident which means i have to lose down a bit of the beer belly or simply try to look good in one. :p

2. Knowing that i don't necessarily need someone in my life to make me feel happy but 1st try to be happy with myself & what i got at present...that whats more important than anything is never ever forgetting that i am a whole person in my own right, with or without a man in my life.

3. Every day may not be the best of my life...but it is a day of my life so i have to make the most out of it.

4. Trusting my values more than i trust my hormones.

5. Steering clear of relationships that spell out t-r-o-u-b-l-e.

6. Experience is what i get...when i don't get what i want.

7. Comfortable, cozy, boring, and mundane are all part of a normal life...whereas dramatic, agonizing, moody-gloomy & obsessive are adjectives i don't want to use describing my own life.

8. It's human to always be a little dissatisfied, to wish things were different, that i had more freedom, or more love, or more free time...It's human...but it's not very smart.

9. That it's not easy to be what i want to in life...but that shouldn't keep me from trying.

10. That i can't have least not at the same time.

So....i guess it's all out from my chest already...& the only thing i should do now is trying to bring out the best in me for my own sake...