Labah-labah

I've learned that poking through even a lil bit of cracks on the wall i've built was never a good thing...

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Totally on different issue...i'm going to post about my favorite kids in the world tonight...;)

Mae when she's 3 years old

The above very cute budak is Avril Lisa Mae, my sis's first child & the one i'm very close to because she's the first kid that me, mom & sis can call our own..;) we always had this intention of getting anak angkat. Tu la ba boring kalau dua org ja adik beradik..kin bosan. haha

i think he's about one year old at this time

Then, 2nd child...that have exactly the look of my sis...muka penampang ni tau..haha comes Ian Carter..I always love the name Ian..si kakak yang dapat anak lelaki dulu..so dia rebut la tu nama..both of us love the name very much...tia pa la kasi can..nsb kiut ni budak..kalau nda..haha
I think, it was back when we were studying at the same secondary school that was in Stella Maris, we both have a crush on the guy next door..schooling at La Salle at that time..biasa la kalau sebelah sja skolah..mmg mo cuci mata la...but this Ian of ours was very2 cute la....hehe

Now Mae is about 5 years old..& Ian is around 3 to 4 years i think..;)

Still got the 3rd & 4th child of me sis..but i don't have their picture with me now...i miss all of them so so very very much...sometimes i have this regrets of not being around when they are growing up..i miss all the fun & beautiful thing of seeing a child you love so much learning their first word & teaching them to draw sin chan....or elmo..& singing the labah-labah song together...

'Satu labah-labah cuba panjat tinggi..
Bila hujan turun..cepat-cepat lari..
Terbit matahari..air tiada lagi..
Labah boleh panjat..sekali lagi...'

;( I just miss them so much...[sigh]


p/s tu nama Avril sama Carter tu bukan sy yg kasi nama aa..sy letak Lisa Mae ja..si kakak sembarang ja letak Avril di depan..terpengaruh btl! haha..sweet name juga la..then tu Carter pun tia tau pengaruh mana lg tu...;D