A Year Ago Today

Without realizing it..i get through The Day on Nov surprisingly okay. It's the day everyone of us dreaded in any point of our life...when everything reminds you of mixed bitter & happy memories...when all this time you were trying hard not to let your mind think of the things that you don't want to think...convincing your heart every minute of every day that there's nothing left for you to linger on & that you just don't care anymore...

however inevitable it may be..the day will come when suddenly, all are crystal clear...and you have to admit...you miss him.



But i realize that it was like looking at someone else life.

The memories were all there...but the pain couldn't really hurt me anymore. I guess i must have really move on then.



This song really have nothing to do with what i meant in this post..neither it has with my mood today...it just seems like the song i wanted to listen to at this moment...even if the lyrics are not entirely true, considering that i pick it up for this entry...

"Another year older

A little bit stronger

A little bit wiser than? a year ago today



Looking over my shoulder

I was so much younger then

I cant believe what happened

A year ago today



And I just forget about it

It wouldnt mean a thing

You went away

A year ago today



Another year gone by

Oh the tears have run dry

Life seemed so unkind

A year ago today



And I just cant understand it

And I dont think I ever will

You went away

A year ago today



And how many times have I questioned myself

What more could I do

And how many times did I fool myself

Over you oh? yeah



Youve gotta pick yourself up,

Take another look

And dust yourself off cause lifes not too good,

Ill say it to myself and Ill say it again

Lover will never end



And though were so far apart

Youre forever in my heart



Another year older

A little bit stronger

On this anniversary

Youre watching over me



You went away

A year ago today" - Delta Goodrem