I'm reeling with emotion right now. Somehow the day just turn out wrongly for me. I guess it's because of the bottled up emotion I have been keeping all these time or there's just something wrong with either me or everybody else.
I hate.
I'm frustrated.
I'm tired.
I'm unhappy.
That's how my feelings are towards a few different things today.
I think I need to put some distance between myself and everybody else.
But still for now...bear with me. I don't like posting these kind of articles as well but I just want to let this out here to stabilize my feeling because I have business appointment about half an hour from now and I don't want this stupid thing to disturb me and affect my presentation.
Taking a deep breath and I'm out! And also, f**k you...~in general direction.
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Living With The Boys
One thing for sure, we are not biologically related. Rrrr...hahaha kidding.
I was raised by a single mother. I don't have any older or younger brothers growing up. Just me, my sister and of course my mother. Boys and men were a foreign terms to me. I think that could be the reason why I tend to gravitate more towards these particular gender rather than my own my whole life. I'm curious.
When I was a kid, my mother used to tell me that if she wanted to look for me every time after I've been gone for so long playing Police and Thieves or Hide and Seek, she would usually look at where the boys are playing and not the other way around. It has been more or less the same up until now.
I graduated in 2007 and after that all my best girlfriends have either get married or scattered around the universe working in all sort of jobs you can imagine. Then of course my line of work has not been helping at all for me to keep my feminine side intact. I work in a mechanical area where I sometimes find myself the only girl in the room during meetings or lunches or breakfast. I am not saying that I have a problem with that. I don't, really. I was a bit of a tomboy growing up anyway.
So let me tell you how it was for me for the past few years.
First and foremost, boys, they are a very straight forward creature. Sometimes I think that if they learn to lie more, this world would be a better place to live. I remember asking my friend John (not a real name) on one of the tricky question we girls have for guys. I said this,
"I think I'm gaining weight."
It was more like a statement though. Of course I knew I was gaining weight but well we girls just need some reassurance. I was complaining that I was eating more and more everyday and it worries me. His response to that was,
'Oh yeah, no wonder I've been thinking that you are getting bigger every day too. Especially at this area.'
He was pointing at my tummy at this point. See? It's very different with us girls. We'll never say that to one another. At least not directly.
Secondly, you'll get a new amusing nick names. For my own sake and of course them, I have learn not to take it seriously and I'm still trying. Remember the 'gaining weight' topic? My friends have some very funny names for me for that. It seems like for guys, they have a strange notion of showing affection. Us girls, we'll hold hands or whisper to each others ears, gossiping, helping one another plucking eyebrows and having a sleepover talking through the night. We are quite physical.
With men, they don't go around holding each others hand. They hug only when necessary. We girls do it anytime we feel like it. So I guess this is their way of showing they love you. By calling you names. Affectionate names. Like 'Perempuan Gemuk' or whatever...you get the idea.
Last but not least, if you really have a close male buddies, you should know this. You'll tend to have the same hobby sooner or later. Gone were the days where I spent many times shopping and window shopping and also heart to heart sharing.
Now it's more like hiking in the jungle whenever we feel like bloated after too much eating or too much drinking. We have also make it a habit to go camping and fishing four or five times a year. If we are not doing all that, we'll be playing badminton every Saturday for two hours, jog for a few kilometers everyday or just drink and drink again. Omg.
So, here it goes. You will have to either bear with the name callings and the never-get-a-compliment-directly or keep your distance. I did warn you. Ha ha ha
I was raised by a single mother. I don't have any older or younger brothers growing up. Just me, my sister and of course my mother. Boys and men were a foreign terms to me. I think that could be the reason why I tend to gravitate more towards these particular gender rather than my own my whole life. I'm curious.
When I was a kid, my mother used to tell me that if she wanted to look for me every time after I've been gone for so long playing Police and Thieves or Hide and Seek, she would usually look at where the boys are playing and not the other way around. It has been more or less the same up until now.
I graduated in 2007 and after that all my best girlfriends have either get married or scattered around the universe working in all sort of jobs you can imagine. Then of course my line of work has not been helping at all for me to keep my feminine side intact. I work in a mechanical area where I sometimes find myself the only girl in the room during meetings or lunches or breakfast. I am not saying that I have a problem with that. I don't, really. I was a bit of a tomboy growing up anyway.
So let me tell you how it was for me for the past few years.
First and foremost, boys, they are a very straight forward creature. Sometimes I think that if they learn to lie more, this world would be a better place to live. I remember asking my friend John (not a real name) on one of the tricky question we girls have for guys. I said this,
"I think I'm gaining weight."
It was more like a statement though. Of course I knew I was gaining weight but well we girls just need some reassurance. I was complaining that I was eating more and more everyday and it worries me. His response to that was,
'Oh yeah, no wonder I've been thinking that you are getting bigger every day too. Especially at this area.'
He was pointing at my tummy at this point. See? It's very different with us girls. We'll never say that to one another. At least not directly.
Secondly, you'll get a new amusing nick names. For my own sake and of course them, I have learn not to take it seriously and I'm still trying. Remember the 'gaining weight' topic? My friends have some very funny names for me for that. It seems like for guys, they have a strange notion of showing affection. Us girls, we'll hold hands or whisper to each others ears, gossiping, helping one another plucking eyebrows and having a sleepover talking through the night. We are quite physical.
With men, they don't go around holding each others hand. They hug only when necessary. We girls do it anytime we feel like it. So I guess this is their way of showing they love you. By calling you names. Affectionate names. Like 'Perempuan Gemuk' or whatever...you get the idea.
Last but not least, if you really have a close male buddies, you should know this. You'll tend to have the same hobby sooner or later. Gone were the days where I spent many times shopping and window shopping and also heart to heart sharing.
Now it's more like hiking in the jungle whenever we feel like bloated after too much eating or too much drinking. We have also make it a habit to go camping and fishing four or five times a year. If we are not doing all that, we'll be playing badminton every Saturday for two hours, jog for a few kilometers everyday or just drink and drink again. Omg.
So, here it goes. You will have to either bear with the name callings and the never-get-a-compliment-directly or keep your distance. I did warn you. Ha ha ha
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Life Over Here
I've been telling myself to try to sleep early every night as I have not been getting enough sleep for the last few days due to many things that I need to get prepared and at the same time just having trouble falling asleep.
And you know what, right here right now...I miss my girlfriends. It's very different having guys around you most of the time. At the office, the office's cafe during breakfast and lunch, at home, on the road or on social network...at the malls..even at the parking lot...everywhere..I'm starting to see more guys than girls these days...and sometimes I think I need a break.
I miss having a good talk with a girl. Being affectionate with each other. Holding hands. Go shopping the way we girls do. Gossiping merrily...and just all those sort of things girls do.
I don't have a problem with all the guys around me now. Don't get me wrong. I love my best boyfriends here from the bottom of my heart. And I like my colleagues at work. They are okay. It just....I don't know. I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I guess I just have been missing some natural part of being a girl I guess. I don't know....
p/s I drafted this post a few weeks back..the feeling have subsided a bit but seeing that I don't really have a post during August..I just decided to publish it anyway. Hehehe
And you know what, right here right now...I miss my girlfriends. It's very different having guys around you most of the time. At the office, the office's cafe during breakfast and lunch, at home, on the road or on social network...at the malls..even at the parking lot...everywhere..I'm starting to see more guys than girls these days...and sometimes I think I need a break.
I miss having a good talk with a girl. Being affectionate with each other. Holding hands. Go shopping the way we girls do. Gossiping merrily...and just all those sort of things girls do.
I don't have a problem with all the guys around me now. Don't get me wrong. I love my best boyfriends here from the bottom of my heart. And I like my colleagues at work. They are okay. It just....I don't know. I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I guess I just have been missing some natural part of being a girl I guess. I don't know....
p/s I drafted this post a few weeks back..the feeling have subsided a bit but seeing that I don't really have a post during August..I just decided to publish it anyway. Hehehe
Monday, January 17, 2011
World On A String
Yep. I've got the world on a string. [smile.and.smile.again]
It was on one fine Sunday afternoon. Three friends were drinking beer. We were a bit drunk I guess. Me and Jew were talking about our last year's plan which was him teaching me to play guitar. Then Wel said to me, "Let's go and buy your guitar." And as usual, my reply to that was, "I'll buy it at the end of this month [which already been months]. I don't really have a budget for that now."
The next thing I knew, I was already on my way to the guitar shop. That was actually very nice. The spontaneity and all. I owe you this one Wel. Thank you so much! [and.smile.again] Although, I could not really have much sense on picking up my best guitar choice due to dizziness. Haha.
And, as you may already guess, I now have a guitar. My very first one. [smile.and.smile.again] I am very much excited about it. After work today, Jew already teach me a few techniques and I'm going to master that myself before I go and ask him another new skill toshow off learn.
I'm going to be quite occupied on weekdays from now on. Everyday after work, it's a guitar lesson, jogging and going back to school which is opening up the Mechanics of Materials because I am much aware of my weak Mechanical basic and I'm making an effort to be better. I should win the best employee or something this year. Kidding! And I also need to teach Jew the Solidwork design which we agreed upon in exchange to him teaching me to be a musician. Nice. Haha
Ok. Enough writing for now. I want to do a bit of virtual farming and then strum a little. A bit of G and C to life...then off to sleep.
Everything and everyone. Thank you.
It was on one fine Sunday afternoon. Three friends were drinking beer. We were a bit drunk I guess. Me and Jew were talking about our last year's plan which was him teaching me to play guitar. Then Wel said to me, "Let's go and buy your guitar." And as usual, my reply to that was, "I'll buy it at the end of this month [which already been months]. I don't really have a budget for that now."
The next thing I knew, I was already on my way to the guitar shop. That was actually very nice. The spontaneity and all. I owe you this one Wel. Thank you so much! [and.smile.again] Although, I could not really have much sense on picking up my best guitar choice due to dizziness. Haha.
And, as you may already guess, I now have a guitar. My very first one. [smile.and.smile.again] I am very much excited about it. After work today, Jew already teach me a few techniques and I'm going to master that myself before I go and ask him another new skill to
I'm going to be quite occupied on weekdays from now on. Everyday after work, it's a guitar lesson, jogging and going back to school which is opening up the Mechanics of Materials because I am much aware of my weak Mechanical basic and I'm making an effort to be better. I should win the best employee or something this year. Kidding! And I also need to teach Jew the Solidwork design which we agreed upon in exchange to him teaching me to be a musician. Nice. Haha
Ok. Enough writing for now. I want to do a bit of virtual farming and then strum a little. A bit of G and C to life...then off to sleep.
Everything and everyone. Thank you.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Holiday Mood Is In The Air
I think I found a destination to bring my mom for her first time out-of-country travel for next year. If all go well, I hope I can make it as a surprise birthday gift or something. :) I thought about it while thinking of my own travel plan (Wel, pigi Vietnam ka tu kau bilang next year?). I'm going to take her to apply for a passport once I'm back at home in a few more days. That's one step done and closer to really doing it.
I foresee that 2011 will be a very busy year. With all the outdoor activities me and the guys have been planning...futsal, hiking, badminton, fishing, drinking (hehe) and to join all the run or walk or maybe even cycling (mo tunggu si Jew betul2 pi pasang badan tu tulang basikal dia di rumah dlu) that Penang has to offer next year. Or maybe Singapore. Or KL. We'll see about that.
And a busy weeks ahead up until new year. Hmmm.
Life is Good. And not a commercial of LG.
I foresee that 2011 will be a very busy year. With all the outdoor activities me and the guys have been planning...futsal, hiking, badminton, fishing, drinking (hehe) and to join all the run or walk or maybe even cycling (mo tunggu si Jew betul2 pi pasang badan tu tulang basikal dia di rumah dlu) that Penang has to offer next year. Or maybe Singapore. Or KL. We'll see about that.
And a busy weeks ahead up until new year. Hmmm.
Life is Good. And not a commercial of LG.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
A new handbag? Absolutely!
29th August 2009
Boarded a flight to KL. Sitting in between an old man and a young lady. Both wearing a face mask. Searched a mask for myself inside the bag but then i realized that i never actually buy one. Arrive in KL, met Alex waiting at KL Central.
Looking around for a cheap-but-nice inn or motel around Bukit Bintang to stay in for the night. Plenty around but finally choose the Bintang Garden Hotel. Went to Mid Valley for lunch while waiting for Lina to arrive from Labuan.
Lina reached KL Central hours later. Took Lina out for lunch (had a second round lunch!) and the not-so-window shopping started after that. Saw so many items and yet so limited time makes me and Lina a wee bit anxious on tossing up between scarfs, smocked waist surplice dress and shorts. Sungei Wang Plaza to Low Yatt Plaza to BB Plaza to Lot 10 to Times Square.
Colin joined us on later. A 3rd round lunch for me and Alex. Whoa~! Took note that a belly bloated with food is not a very great idea of going hunting for items on sale. Colin and Alex keeps on mentioning the marriage topic over foods. Keep badgering me and Lina as to when we will be getting hitch. Makes me wonder who's the women around there. Me and Lina has long agreed with the idea on not rushing up marriage until we both ready/find our own Mr Really Right. We even contemplated on getting babies on our own without going down the isle. Why? 'cause we sometimes feel that people makes it so complicated just to get married. May as well opt for single decision.
Went on to Laundry Bar at The Curve later that night. Me and Lina had such great time checking on girls and a few men. Don't get me wrong. We simply appreciate great beauty and styles. [wink wink]
30th August 2009
Woke up around 10am and went for a quick not-so-window shopping again before checking out at 12pm and started the journey from Kl Central to LCCT and finally to Penang.
Reached Penang around 4pm and then went straight to Queensbay for another shopping before going to Kayu Nasi Kandar to have Lina first ever Penang nasi kandar after almost 2 years. KC and Lina met for the first time. She likes him and sort of gave me her blessings. [ha ha ha]
Went to Jewin, Wel and Joel's house after that to drink up the Chivas Lina bought from Labuan. Henry and Frankie were already there. The guys consider 1 Liter of Chivas as a nice warm up and we continue for bottles and bottles of beer at Kafe Dusun. It was a really nice session with us catching up and telling stories of our all time favourite childhood games (main biji getah, 'polisentep', kurutut and so on). We later found out that Jewin was the best tree climber among us all as a kid. Siapa paling banyak luka sama dahan paling tinggi dan paling kurus dia dapat naik adalah kriteria pemenang.
That's how we celebrate the countdown of merdeka for Malaya this year and all of us headed home around 4am in the morning.
31st August 2009
Jewin treated Lina and I to a delicious lunch at Victoria Station (Jewin sampai mengantuk-ngantuk mo kasi habis stik kerana suasana sungguh semintel dia cakap :D). The sizes of the steaks were enormous we took more than an hour to finish our meal.
After parting with good bye words to Jewin who's returning to Johor that night, we made our way to Prangin Mall for another round of shopping. Again, shopping with a stomach so full and stuffed was not really a good idea but for the love of skirts and dresses, we still manage to cover Ground Floor up till 3rd floor of the shopping complex. This time, Frankie was with us so while he's looking into a pair of new Levis's jeans, i took my time resting my legs.
Later on that night, we went to Batu Feringghi and bought a few stuff at the long and endless night market stalls. After half way of strolling along the row of stalls, we decided to call it a day. I suggested that Lina should have her much craved Lok Lok so we stopped by Gurney Drive and ate as much as we possibly can and after that go 'melepak' and chit chat for a while at the Gurney Drive. It was around 11.00pm when we decided to head back home respectively.
Needless to say, it's quite a tiring trip with painful foot and aching back not to mention being dehydrated but it was really worth it. :) I really had a good time! Tho, I didn't buy any new handbag as per post title~ [giggle]
I hope you had an awesome merdeka holiday as well. :)
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Catching Up
So far, i didn't see the physco around lurking behind the bushes anymore. ;) Thank God for that.
My sort of self-appointed brother Yie is in town today so we had lunch together & talk about many things & catching up with each other. He's working in KHell so we only get to meet up every once or twice a year. It feels good to sit down and tells stories about our own life so far & what both of us are up to. He's still into Volleyball these days, as to how we met in the first place and i envy him for that. Volleyball is one of my favourite sports & i could not remember the last time i played that game. Last 2 years maybe? sigh~
While i was trying to sleep & endure the headache due to flu last night, my friend Stella told me that his sister, Mellisa who happen to be one of my best friend since secondary school is going to Penang today. She'll be staying here for a week! Now i'm going to have another catching up to do. Mellisa is currently studying medic in Russia & only be going back to Malaysia every once or twice a year. The last time she's in Penang, we went to get our toes eaten (or bitten) by small fishes in one of the fish spa in New World Park. That experience... punya geli geleman. We promise to meet up tomorrow & i'm so looking forward to see her.
My nose are red & swollen & i'm holding a tissues in one hand & typing using the other hand. And outside...strong wind & heavy drops of rain indicate that i should take a nap now.
Going to watch a theatre later tonight. Dusta Pada Skala 1 hingga 10. Will be crapping again here after the weekend is over. Till then, adios.
My sort of self-appointed brother Yie is in town today so we had lunch together & talk about many things & catching up with each other. He's working in KHell so we only get to meet up every once or twice a year. It feels good to sit down and tells stories about our own life so far & what both of us are up to. He's still into Volleyball these days, as to how we met in the first place and i envy him for that. Volleyball is one of my favourite sports & i could not remember the last time i played that game. Last 2 years maybe? sigh~
While i was trying to sleep & endure the headache due to flu last night, my friend Stella told me that his sister, Mellisa who happen to be one of my best friend since secondary school is going to Penang today. She'll be staying here for a week! Now i'm going to have another catching up to do. Mellisa is currently studying medic in Russia & only be going back to Malaysia every once or twice a year. The last time she's in Penang, we went to get our toes eaten (or bitten) by small fishes in one of the fish spa in New World Park. That experience... punya geli geleman. We promise to meet up tomorrow & i'm so looking forward to see her.
My nose are red & swollen & i'm holding a tissues in one hand & typing using the other hand. And outside...strong wind & heavy drops of rain indicate that i should take a nap now.
Going to watch a theatre later tonight. Dusta Pada Skala 1 hingga 10. Will be crapping again here after the weekend is over. Till then, adios.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Yesterday Once More
Still on last year story...just to share my best final & closing moments to remember of the year 2008. My high school reunion on 19 to 21 Dec at Beringgis Beach Resort with the theme 'Yesterday Once More'.
on 20th....
One word to describe the reunion.
Awesome.
Some seems like they never left high school & a few look ideal for another transformers movie. hehe.. It feels really really great seeing each other again & reminisce the old good times together.
with Nina & Lina
19 Dec - most of us went to the swimming pool to relax first and actually played pool basketball. :D Then we had dinner together that night followed by a karaoke session. Memang masih macam kanak-kanak ribena la kamu semua...haha mula2 semua masing2 kasi kluar bakat terpendam... sgt sporting lg..then last2 semua org menyanyi beramai2, menari poco2 then ada cubaan menari dangdut tp tu lagu 'madu' nda ketahanan utk didengari sebab nda pandai habis tu 'maduuu....maduuu...' hahahha
20 Dec - keesokan harinya, pada awal pagi kami turun ke padang yg berhadapan dengan pantai untuk sesi games...mmg ini la part paling best sy rasa...kamu bygkan sja la games terompah gergasi, berlari dalam karung, bergerak dlm hula hoop, bawa bola ping pong dlm sudu then yg paling funny...sambung2 benda smpi sepa plg panjang...tali pinggang semua kena buka, tali kasut..apa tali lg...cermin mata pun kena kasi baris...skit lagi ada cubaan mau kasi kluar bra...hahha then sepa yg ngam2 ada rokok dlm poket, mcmna jg nda panjang kalau tiap satu (baru lg) batang rokok tu kena kasi kluar sambung2....hahaha then habis sda barang2...sambung badan setiap ahli kumpulan lagi...berabis la stretch mana2 yg patut di stretch...hahah sepa ada ahli grup yg tinggi untung la..abis semua...team sy menang juara keseluruhan...hehe
Petangnya, another games, futsal & volleyball....campur2 sja main..mmg ketawa lebih la..yg penting best...hehe Malamnya, we had a bbq...initially we were imagining the bbq to be somewhat casual & ada kipas mengipas ayam atau kambing atau apa2 haiwan d sana...sekali nya, makanan sda disediakan, dinner formal..tu nama makanan sja pula bbq..bukan tu kejadian...mcmna pun...semua org tetap sporting dan malam itu mmg satu kenangan terindah utk semua...pelbaai confession di buat....hahaha luahan perasaan...dan sharing kenangan paling lucu masa skolah...one best thing to be in a boarding school is that you share almost everything together & you are very close...jadi kenangan2 mmg sgt byk dan bermakna.
21 Dec - All were leaving one by one....those from Labuan were the first to go as they have a long journey ahead. Followed by us which live around KK then those who will be going back to KL... acara peluk memeluk dan kisas2 berlaku lah pada hari itu...hehe semua org berjanji akan turut serta lagi pada reunion akan datang dan pelbagai janji dilemparkan seperti 'nti tahun dpn pny..bersama laki/bini sda aku ni'...atau...'clarice, nti tahun dpn aku mau tgk kau lagi sexy dari ni ok...mcm jessica alba..' (nda guna pny Mail..mentang2 aku gemuk..haha) dan byk lagi la janji2 manis semua org...hehe
Everyone fill in the reunion gold book for anything they wanna say and their details on that particular reunion & those in which status are 'desperate single', 'it's complicated' or 'single and very much available'....hopefully for the next reunion the status will improve...hehe
Thanks guys....biarpun utk cubaan pertama kali reunion ini hanya dlm 20 lbh org yg dpt turut serta (out of 80+ of us in total) dan ada yg hanya dpt dtg separuh hari shj...it was the best thing that happened to me for the year 2008....i miss you guys already...tsk tsk
p/s i'll update the pics later ;)
on 20th....Awesome.
Some seems like they never left high school & a few look ideal for another transformers movie. hehe.. It feels really really great seeing each other again & reminisce the old good times together.
with Nina & Lina19 Dec - most of us went to the swimming pool to relax first and actually played pool basketball. :D Then we had dinner together that night followed by a karaoke session. Memang masih macam kanak-kanak ribena la kamu semua...haha mula2 semua masing2 kasi kluar bakat terpendam... sgt sporting lg..then last2 semua org menyanyi beramai2, menari poco2 then ada cubaan menari dangdut tp tu lagu 'madu' nda ketahanan utk didengari sebab nda pandai habis tu 'maduuu....maduuu...' hahahha
20 Dec - keesokan harinya, pada awal pagi kami turun ke padang yg berhadapan dengan pantai untuk sesi games...mmg ini la part paling best sy rasa...kamu bygkan sja la games terompah gergasi, berlari dalam karung, bergerak dlm hula hoop, bawa bola ping pong dlm sudu then yg paling funny...sambung2 benda smpi sepa plg panjang...tali pinggang semua kena buka, tali kasut..apa tali lg...cermin mata pun kena kasi baris...skit lagi ada cubaan mau kasi kluar bra...hahha then sepa yg ngam2 ada rokok dlm poket, mcmna jg nda panjang kalau tiap satu (baru lg) batang rokok tu kena kasi kluar sambung2....hahaha then habis sda barang2...sambung badan setiap ahli kumpulan lagi...berabis la stretch mana2 yg patut di stretch...hahah sepa ada ahli grup yg tinggi untung la..abis semua...team sy menang juara keseluruhan...hehe
Petangnya, another games, futsal & volleyball....campur2 sja main..mmg ketawa lebih la..yg penting best...hehe Malamnya, we had a bbq...initially we were imagining the bbq to be somewhat casual & ada kipas mengipas ayam atau kambing atau apa2 haiwan d sana...sekali nya, makanan sda disediakan, dinner formal..tu nama makanan sja pula bbq..bukan tu kejadian...mcmna pun...semua org tetap sporting dan malam itu mmg satu kenangan terindah utk semua...pelbaai confession di buat....hahaha luahan perasaan...dan sharing kenangan paling lucu masa skolah...one best thing to be in a boarding school is that you share almost everything together & you are very close...jadi kenangan2 mmg sgt byk dan bermakna.
21 Dec - All were leaving one by one....those from Labuan were the first to go as they have a long journey ahead. Followed by us which live around KK then those who will be going back to KL... acara peluk memeluk dan kisas2 berlaku lah pada hari itu...hehe semua org berjanji akan turut serta lagi pada reunion akan datang dan pelbagai janji dilemparkan seperti 'nti tahun dpn pny..bersama laki/bini sda aku ni'...atau...'clarice, nti tahun dpn aku mau tgk kau lagi sexy dari ni ok...mcm jessica alba..' (nda guna pny Mail..mentang2 aku gemuk..haha) dan byk lagi la janji2 manis semua org...hehe
Everyone fill in the reunion gold book for anything they wanna say and their details on that particular reunion & those in which status are 'desperate single', 'it's complicated' or 'single and very much available'....hopefully for the next reunion the status will improve...hehe
Thanks guys....biarpun utk cubaan pertama kali reunion ini hanya dlm 20 lbh org yg dpt turut serta (out of 80+ of us in total) dan ada yg hanya dpt dtg separuh hari shj...it was the best thing that happened to me for the year 2008....i miss you guys already...tsk tsk
p/s i'll update the pics later ;)
Thursday, October 23, 2008
The Girl & Mr A
I had an interesting conversation with Mr A at this time of day yesterday. Well it's more like a chatting really. ;)
"If you put a high hope on a girl then suddenly u want to stop doing that because maybe after some time, you found someone else..what do you think the girl would think of me?"
I was silent for a while.
"And i haven't said the 3 magic words. Don't worry."
Ok...again i was contemplating on how best to answer his questions.
"Instead of answering you, may i ask why do you need to stop? Which one do you actually like more?" I asked him.
"Well...honestly, i don't know." He typed after a few seconds.
"I like this one girl...and in terms of beauty...she really got it all..but this other one, i've been dying to tell her since decades ago of how much i like her but i never got the courage to do so..and now that i may have the chance to tell her, i have to decide between her & this girl i told you earlier."
I could not think of a suitable reply at first.
"Well...if you really think of what you want and about how you feel...i think you will know what to do..i mean which one to choose."
That was the answer i gave him. I knew it's not much of an answer but choosing was never easy so i didn't want to help him making the wrong one.
"The thing now is i'm a bit concerned of what the girls may think of me.....i just don't want to be labeled a player because i do have quite a bit of collection but i never actually declare anything to anyone..I was just taking time to understand each of the girls so that i know who is the right one." He typed with a smiley following closed after.
"Don't bother on what people may say about you. Or in this case..the other not chosen girls. Because at the end of the day, you are the one who want to be happy & necessary reject is required." I told him with a wink.
And we chat about it for quite some time................................................................................................ (i'll spare you the details you may not want to know...hehe)
Then we come to another interesting point of our conversation. Mr A was telling me that the real problem was that he's very choosy. And below is the criteria he would like on a girl. I was quite excited to wait till he gave all the details...(we girls do like to know what type of person a guy would generally interested to kan..hehe)
So i copy here the requirement for a girl for Mr A;-
1. Beautiful
2. Able to cook
3. Able to converse in mother tongue language
4. Loves children
5. Can make it feel so nervous saying the words (i was smiling on this part..hehe)
6. got magnetic impulse
7. (secret) haha...
And we talk about it which i also don't want to put into details here..;)....bla bla bla
Then he asked again what do i think of a 'collector guy'.
And i said, "If i know that the guy is still looking for the right one for him..then i guess it's just okay..i would not hold any grudges against him. It's his right to do even if he may hurt my feelings along the way because i've seen it coming. So whatever anyone decide, i won't blame or think bad of them. There's always reason you know. Be it bad or good."
"And what i may feel in between the relationship? Or maybe here it's what the other girls of yours may feel? I think they may feel insecure knowing that you have a lot of choices to consider. Not to mention if you are not really into them and they knew it...it will hurt actually."
I continue my preaching. [haha]
"Then they may feel angry with me for giving them false hope." Typed Mr A.
"Depends, but most probably they will think and feel that way. But if it's me...i don't think i will..i'll try to think of being in your shoes & i may even do the same thing...bukan lelaki sja ba yg mo pilih-memilih ni. But i give up quite fast lah..tu sja keburukan dia.."
"So..how if i keep things as it is for the time being? I mean untill someone give up..then i don't really have to choose?" Mr A typed in quickly.
"Then there's a tendency you'll lose someone good." Was my only reply.
"Yeah..that's right." Mr A answered me.
p/s cerita dia atas ada diubah sedikit kandungan nya utk melindungi tuan punya cerita..haha okay pkul 6.06 sda..buli balik rumah..hahaha oh ya..and to Mr A if you are reading this..i hope you'll not get angry with me for sharing this very interesting topic of yours k...hehe
"If you put a high hope on a girl then suddenly u want to stop doing that because maybe after some time, you found someone else..what do you think the girl would think of me?"
I was silent for a while.
"And i haven't said the 3 magic words. Don't worry."
Ok...again i was contemplating on how best to answer his questions.
"Instead of answering you, may i ask why do you need to stop? Which one do you actually like more?" I asked him.
"Well...honestly, i don't know." He typed after a few seconds.
"I like this one girl...and in terms of beauty...she really got it all..but this other one, i've been dying to tell her since decades ago of how much i like her but i never got the courage to do so..and now that i may have the chance to tell her, i have to decide between her & this girl i told you earlier."
I could not think of a suitable reply at first.
"Well...if you really think of what you want and about how you feel...i think you will know what to do..i mean which one to choose."
That was the answer i gave him. I knew it's not much of an answer but choosing was never easy so i didn't want to help him making the wrong one.
"The thing now is i'm a bit concerned of what the girls may think of me.....i just don't want to be labeled a player because i do have quite a bit of collection but i never actually declare anything to anyone..I was just taking time to understand each of the girls so that i know who is the right one." He typed with a smiley following closed after.
"Don't bother on what people may say about you. Or in this case..the other not chosen girls. Because at the end of the day, you are the one who want to be happy & necessary reject is required." I told him with a wink.
And we chat about it for quite some time................................................................................................ (i'll spare you the details you may not want to know...hehe)
Then we come to another interesting point of our conversation. Mr A was telling me that the real problem was that he's very choosy. And below is the criteria he would like on a girl. I was quite excited to wait till he gave all the details...(we girls do like to know what type of person a guy would generally interested to kan..hehe)
So i copy here the requirement for a girl for Mr A;-
1. Beautiful
2. Able to cook
3. Able to converse in mother tongue language
4. Loves children
5. Can make it feel so nervous saying the words (i was smiling on this part..hehe)
6. got magnetic impulse
7. (secret) haha...
And we talk about it which i also don't want to put into details here..;)....bla bla bla
Then he asked again what do i think of a 'collector guy'.
And i said, "If i know that the guy is still looking for the right one for him..then i guess it's just okay..i would not hold any grudges against him. It's his right to do even if he may hurt my feelings along the way because i've seen it coming. So whatever anyone decide, i won't blame or think bad of them. There's always reason you know. Be it bad or good."
"And what i may feel in between the relationship? Or maybe here it's what the other girls of yours may feel? I think they may feel insecure knowing that you have a lot of choices to consider. Not to mention if you are not really into them and they knew it...it will hurt actually."
I continue my preaching. [haha]
"Then they may feel angry with me for giving them false hope." Typed Mr A.
"Depends, but most probably they will think and feel that way. But if it's me...i don't think i will..i'll try to think of being in your shoes & i may even do the same thing...bukan lelaki sja ba yg mo pilih-memilih ni. But i give up quite fast lah..tu sja keburukan dia.."
"So..how if i keep things as it is for the time being? I mean untill someone give up..then i don't really have to choose?" Mr A typed in quickly.
"Then there's a tendency you'll lose someone good." Was my only reply.
"Yeah..that's right." Mr A answered me.
p/s cerita dia atas ada diubah sedikit kandungan nya utk melindungi tuan punya cerita..haha okay pkul 6.06 sda..buli balik rumah..hahaha oh ya..and to Mr A if you are reading this..i hope you'll not get angry with me for sharing this very interesting topic of yours k...hehe
Thursday, October 16, 2008
No To ISA
"Claire.. hang ada masa, mai lobi amek bungkusan hang. Sat td sampai."
The lovely voice of the friendly receptionist greeted me on the phone. ;)
As i was not so busy these last few days, i decided not to wait & went to see what was waiting for me.
When i first saw the letters Firstclick Enterprise, i knew what inside of the parcel.
That was quick. I just ordered it on Tuesday! I got very excited & straightly opened it to see if it's the right size for me.
Then now just back from kena belanja makan oleh c billy sb dia baru beli kreta baru then masuk gaji 1st...hihi
The back of the shirt - No To ISA with Billy new car - Myvi (nda clear ba)
The lovely voice of the friendly receptionist greeted me on the phone. ;)
As i was not so busy these last few days, i decided not to wait & went to see what was waiting for me.
When i first saw the letters Firstclick Enterprise, i knew what inside of the parcel.
That was quick. I just ordered it on Tuesday! I got very excited & straightly opened it to see if it's the right size for me.
Then now just back from kena belanja makan oleh c billy sb dia baru beli kreta baru then masuk gaji 1st...hihi
The back of the shirt - No To ISA with Billy new car - Myvi (nda clear ba)
Zoom..hehe
Kenyang nya kena belanja...nyum2
Yeah...i am...
smile..peace...
Kenyang nya kena belanja...nyum2
Yeah...i am...
smile..peace...Thanks Billy for the delicious dinner...sedap! lain kali belanja lagi k...hehe biar la gumuk asal kenyang! hehe
And guys....please support the movement against ISA & to free all the people that have been detained...buy the lovely t-shirt & wear it everywhere...;) Got 2 types of design...visit Malaysia Today for more info..;)
And guys....please support the movement against ISA & to free all the people that have been detained...buy the lovely t-shirt & wear it everywhere...;) Got 2 types of design...visit Malaysia Today for more info..;)
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Tagged by Jerryster
I just put all the answers 'sesuka hati'...kind of feeling down lately so i guess i'm trying to have a laugh here...hehe
1. The person who tag/pass you this is?
-> Jerryster
2. Your relationship with her/him is?
3. Your five impression of her/him?-> funny, crazy, smart, thoughtful, delicious...haha
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them :
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
-> They are :
byk juga smpi 10!
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-> Nelly..my junior at school
20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-> ooo..i bet it will with whoever it is that interested...hehe
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-> chat box? :p
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
-> i think so...mcmna ni? hehe
26. How about number 7?
27. Is no. 4 single?
28. What is the surname of no.5?
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
32. Talk something casually about no.1?
-> we both love harry! :D
34. Where does no.9 live at?
-> sarawak
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
38. What is no.6 doing now?
-> thinking of strategies to win the Pensiangan seat..mo bertanding ba ni..haha or maybe recording yet another songs..:)
p/s mcm gila ka ni jwpn2....haha mo menghiburkan kau ba ni jerry..sepa suru p tanya what do i think of u n ur belly! hahaha
1. The person who tag/pass you this is?
-> Jerryster
2. Your relationship with her/him is?
-> my yet to kiss...eh yet to see in person friend
4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
-> ni la ba susah ni..blm lg ter 'chance'..haha i guess so far is being funny & entertaining on the comments lah5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
-> ...after this there will be one! haha6. If she/he becomes your lover you will?
-> never let him get up early every morning~ haha7. If she/he becomes your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
-> patience...cuz i can be difficult sometimes...:p8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
-> tumbuk! jaga la!9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
-> tia tau la napa...sigh haha10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
-> stop & stare~ mcm lirik lagu ja ni...haha11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
-> great person-> after this post? hahaha
-> owh~ too many...too many..where do i start...haha
-> not sure...haha
-> a complete me..
-> thanks 4 just about anything..be it small or big..:)
byk juga smpi 10!
2) Aleaf
3) Joy
4 Charlie
5) mo letak c wel tp sda kana tag c jerry..haha
6) Fab
7) Alex
8) Rayner
9) Arthur
10) whoever is interested la then...haha
-> Nelly..my junior at school
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
-> hahaha..funny...male la kalau king arthur ba
-> hahaha..funny...male la kalau king arthur ba
-> ooo..i bet it will with whoever it is that interested...hehe
21. What is no.2 studying about?
-> something to do bout cats i think...haha
-> something to do bout cats i think...haha
-> chat box? :p
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
-> sy kasi kau dangdut la rayns...haha
-> sy kasi kau dangdut la rayns...haha
-> i think so...mcmna ni? hehe
25. Will you woo no.3?
-> i've thoughts of going to that direction..haha but no..jgn takut Joy..haha
-> i've thoughts of going to that direction..haha but no..jgn takut Joy..haha
-> ohoo! jgn la kacau org punya..hehe
-> no...sigh~ :p
-> Tia tau oo kalau c wel atau c jerry ada nama tambahan ni..ster mengkali
-> ala..no one's there..hehe
-> yeah...dunno bout jerry la...his name is there juga..haha
-> cats federation...haha
-> we both love harry! :D
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
-> hahaha...
-> hahaha...
-> sarawak
35. What colour does no.4 like?
-> i hope i guess alright...red & black? hehe
-> i hope i guess alright...red & black? hehe
-> yes...still dunno bout jerry la..hihi
-> kau rasa lex? hahahhaha
-> thinking of strategies to win the Pensiangan seat..mo bertanding ba ni..haha or maybe recording yet another songs..:)
p/s mcm gila ka ni jwpn2....haha mo menghiburkan kau ba ni jerry..sepa suru p tanya what do i think of u n ur belly! hahaha
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