Happy New Year 2012

Just in case the famous prediction of 2012 is true, let me live life dangerously this year!

ha ha ha

New Year's Eve

It's almost 2011. Feeling a bit nervous and also excited thinking of the great things the new year have to offer.

Happy New Year Everyone. I guess this is my last post for 2010. Again, it's been a full year, with so much things that had happen. And gratefulness is all i feel. :-)

Holiday Mood Is In The Air

I think I found a destination to bring my mom for her first time out-of-country travel for next year. If all go well, I hope I can make it as a surprise birthday gift or something. :) I thought about it while thinking of my own travel plan (Wel, pigi Vietnam ka tu kau bilang next year?). I'm going to take her to apply for a passport once I'm back at home in a few more days. That's one step done and closer to really doing it.

I foresee that 2011 will be a very busy year. With all the outdoor activities me and the guys have been planning...futsal, hiking, badminton, fishing, drinking (hehe) and to join all the run or walk or maybe even cycling (mo tunggu si Jew betul2 pi pasang badan tu tulang basikal dia di rumah dlu) that Penang has to offer next year. Or maybe Singapore. Or KL. We'll see about that.

And a busy weeks ahead up until new year. Hmmm.

Life is Good. And not a commercial of LG.

Season of Everything

I  have been playing too much Farm Ville on Facebook lately. Not that I'm bored with nothing to do but I guess it's the season of everything. Christmas season, farming season...you name it.

It's only a week now before going back to Sabah to be with my family and friends. I'm very much looking forward to it. Even though as usual I wish I have more money for everything.

A lot of things have happened this year. I quit my previous job last August and now working in XXX company. So far, I have been quite happy working with the new company although of course there's a few ups and down when you are still a new hire. Quite differently now, I don't really mind working extra late and I have not yet have the dreaded feeling of waking up to work as what I have sometimes felt in my previous company. I guess, it was really a time to change for me. Nothing is ever routine now. Everything is new. There's so  much to catch up and to learn fast. The expectation is high and sometimes I feel stupid. But I'm going to enjoy it as long as I can. Before the curve turn to flat.

And...I'm single again. It was the right thing to do and I'm not going to go into much detail on that.

I still have my own way of seeing life and let me tell you this. Right and wrong is just a matter of opinion. More than often, I'm always optimistic. And I may seems naive at times, but that's my choice. I choose to live like that. There are times when I want to be careful and there are times when I can just accept-no-problem if I'm being cheated into, robbed or tricked. I may not have a strong stance over something that seems a small matter to me or just those things that I don't feel strongly about but for other things that does matter, there's really nothing you can do or say to make me change my mind.

I wrote about doing just two things this year at the start of the year and I'm glad I did it. I definitely want to repeat that resolution and also add those that I already plan in my head.

The year have not even finish yet, but I already have plans for the next coming one. Now that everything seems to go well and to the right direction, all I can think of for next year is to make everything better than it is now. There's a few things I had in mind. And you bet I'll do it all.

For these next few weeks, I just have to give my energy, attention and commitment to the family back at home. Excited much?

Writing it here today.

KC bought me a white note book with a soft fabric cover for christmas present last year. And i decided to write something on it for the first time this very moment, right after i finish this post. I wonder how i should start.

For the past few weeks, i have also been thinking about myself and my life aimlessly. Uncertain. On what exactly did i found out, i'll keep that private.

And I have also been trying, and will do so again, to see anything that is difficult as a positive thing. That way, i will be able to challenge my own self-belief and inhibitions. Whenever i get through it, more often than not, it will open up my mind and i can just be entertain with an idea or situation even without accepting it. Being an open minded person is very helpful, especially about things that i don't know about.

And let me tell you one thing here. Never worry that you might change your mind about something and have people call you inconsistent. Who wants to be predictable anyway? As Osho said it, never afraid of contradicting yourself. Life itself is never constant but changing simultaneously with every breath each of us inhale every second of our lives.

So, go start anew. Today. While it matters.
Good night everyone. :)

Two Things I Want To Do This Year

In between a stomach ache and toilet bowl on new year, there's only two things that i'm thinking of aiming this year.

1) Go to a place i've never been before.
2) Do something i've never done before.

Happy New Year people!