Sikit-sikit...lama-lama jadi bukit..

...atau gunung lagi bagus la...hehe yang kaler pink utk si Lisa@nanak...yg kaler biru untuk si Ian@adi...suda siap2 saya kasi isi 100 keping 50cent saturang....supaya dorang semangat kasi penuh..hehe


I know...i know...i'm impossible...hehe

Inside Of You - Russel Brand

Old as Ancient Skies
I've had these wondering eyes
But you took me by surprise when you let me inside of you

Inside of you
Inside of you
There's got to be
Some part of me
Inside of you

Inside of you, I could cross this desert plane
Inside of you, I can hear you scream my name
Inside of you, while the stars unfold
I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world
And I need you here and I need to be
Inside of you

Now the flowers bloom
I feel you creep into my room
And if this should be our tune
I'll die here inside of you

And the world explodes
I've never been down this road
Teach me how to glow
While I'm moving
Inside of you

Inside of you, the restless find their dreams
Inside of you, this king has found his queen
Inside of you, all the stars unfold
I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world
And I need you here and I need to be
Inside of you

Inside of you
Bay blue
So say it's you
To thoughts untrue
Who I woo
It's you I woo

Through and through
And through and through
There's so much more than just a screw
Inside of you

And I was blizzard blind
Felt like I've lost me mind
But you've treated me so kind
I don't know what to do.

Exhaustion result to a leave...as in E=MC2

I wish i can say that i've been away this long because i went some place close to a paradise & been hiding there ever since. but no. i've been so busy with work that i have no problem sleeping at night & my body ache all over every morning.

And i think finally, all of that has taken its tol on me & after weeks of stress...i fell sick. Should i be rejoicing?

I got flu since Thursday & just last night, i got a nasty migraine that i woke up half-heartedly this morning calculating not to go for a work today. Thinking of the mountains of pilled task already waiting for me when i get at work, i push myself to get ready & head to the office....

Now, at 10.30am i'm at home typing this post because that sweet doctor gave me an MC for today. Anyone would not want me to be working when i got a migraine anyway, cos i'll snap at every small things & i'll 'jeling' anyone who try to contradict me...i just get angry easily & i can't controll it. so better be home.

I would not be typing this at all actually but of all the migraine pills i ever had, this one is quite effective...almost all of the pain is gone & i only feel dizzy now...& drowsy....i reckon it's time to hit the sack..

James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

Tuesday

"What makes you different, makes you beautiful."

Appreciate

If you think your salary is low, how about her?

If you think your society is unfair to you, how about her?

There are many things in life that will catch you eye, but only a few will catch your heart... Observe around you and and be thankful for all that you have in this transitory lifetime.

Grrr

Suddenly...i just feel like posting something...i don't exactly have any particular things to share about tapi sy mau juga menaip cni! nda buli meh? peduli la! [nah..sot] hahaha

Ni kali sy mau mencuba mo ber sabah punya post...kasi lupa sja tu yg awal2 sana atas yg bahasa asing k...hehe sy gila ka ni aa? mcm la sy rasa..hihiihi Sy mo kestau sy punya haiwan kegemaran la....sy sgt suka harimau...masa durang kechil sangat comel..trus bila besar..tersangat la macho sy rasa...grrr! [hihihi]

Punya gagah ba dia.

Sy paling suka kaler putih juga...jadi haiwan kegemaran + warna kegemaran...apa la jadi?? he he he..lihat hasil di bawah k...

ooo....

Sy ingat lagi dulu2 sy pernah kestau mami sy...
"Mami..nti kalau dapat, sy mo p cari anak harimau yg kechil2 lagi mo pelihara."
"Kau gila ka. Mana blh pelihara tu. Ganas tu binatang. Lain2 juga kau ni. Byk2 binatang, tu juga kau mau."
"Buli tu...nti sy mo try p tanya2 di jabatan haiwan ka...zoo ka...pa durang bilang kalau mau pelihara sementara sja..nda la ba mau pelihara sampai besar dan ganas. Nanti sy yg kana makan."
"Jgn kau gila2 sana."
"Kalau nda dpt tia pa la ba...sy mo cuba sja."
"Dei."

Begitu la perbincangan sy sama mami sy masa tu...hehehe

tidak kah anda rasa ini sgt comel?

Sy ingat lagi dlu ada tu anak harimau kena jumpa di zoo melaka, kana kasi nama Niki...sy p gunting2 tu gmbr dia di surat khabar kasi lekat2 di buku...hehehe sy kira2 mo p lawat tp nda pula kesampaian mo p Melaka masa tu...skg besar sda kali dia....jahat sda mungkin. [sigh] Tu sja la cerita sy ni hari...harap2 lain kali ada peluang sy dukung anak harimau yg kechil2...yg nda jahat la.

Kau tgk sepa tu?

Oke...tu sja..terima kasih. [hihihi]

Cuti Cuti Malaysia

To All Employees,

Please take note of the following changes on March 2009's closure days, and kindly ignore all previous mails pertaining to this subject.

The closure days for March 2009 for all employees will be:

Friday, 06/03/2009
Friday, 20/03/2009
Monday, 23/03/2009
Friday, 27/03/2009

In addition to the above, all EXEMPT staff will have to take additional two days of No Pay Leave of your own choice.

Kindly take note of the above accordingly and we apologize for the inconvenienced caused as this action has to be taken due to the low orders demand as compared to our forecasted figures.


Regards,
Management.

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Dear Beloved Readers,

It's been 3 month in a row, 6 days of No Pay Leave.
Should i be looking for a new job?
Or should i be looking for a part time / extra job?
Anyone willing to put my despair & trouble away? Any suggestion?
Ada yang mau kawin sy ka? Sy mau yg kaya sja k.


Thanks,
Claire.

I Miss......home...

I know i have not do much of an entry lately...i just could not write the thoughts into words... I'll let the picture do the talking then...or more likely the writings.


I miss being around my family... :(
Sy mo nangis ni....tsk tsk

Happy Ash Wednesday