Burn

Do you wanna be a poet and write,
Do you wanna be an actor up in lights,
Do you wanna be a soldier and fight for love.

Do you wanna travel the world,
Do you wanna be a diver for pearls,
Or climb a mountain and touch the clouds above.

Be anyone you want to be,
Bring to life your fantasies,
But I want something in return,
I want you to burn,
Burn for me baby,
Like a candle in my night,
Oh burn,
Burn for me,
Burn for me.

Are you gonna be a gambler and deal,
Are you gonna be a doctor and heal,
Or go to heaven and touch God's face.

Are you gonna be a dreamer who sleeps,
Are you gonna be a sinner who weeps,
Or an angel,
Under grace.

I'll lay down on your bed of coals,
Offer up my heart and soul,
But in return,
I want you to burn,
Burn for me baby,
Like a candle in my night,
Oh burn burn for me burn for me,

I want you to burn baby,
Laugh for me,
Cry for me,
Pray for me,
Lie for me,
Live for me,
Die for me,
I want you to burn,
Burn for me baby,
Like a candle in my night,
Oh burn burn for me burn for me.

Burn - Tina Arena

Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok,
The first time in my life and now it's so great,
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed,
I think about the little things that make life great,
I wouldn't change a thing about it,
This is the best feeling.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay,
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now,
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

I found a place so safe, not a single tear,
The first time in my life and now it's so clear,
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here,
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere,
I wouldn't change a thing about it,
This is the best feeling.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay,
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now,
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming,
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling,
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry.

This innocence is brilliant (It makes you want to cry),
This innocence is brilliant,
Please don't go away 'cause I need you now and I'll hold on to it,
Don't you let it pass you by,
(It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry).

This innocence is brilliant (It's so beautiful)
I hope that it will stay (It's so beautiful)
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away...
I need you now and I'll hold on to it (It makes me want to cry)
Don't you let it pass you by

Innocence - Avril Lavigne

Life

"Life should not be govern by religion but rather, by conscience." - Anonymous

Sy Masih Tercengang

Have you ever try typing your name on Google just to see if there's any result of your existence? muahahaha...i was just fooling around...and.....jumpa nama saya diceritakan dengan buli tahan juga la...hahaha sy masih terhibur sampai sekarang dan very happy... :) Thanks to Herrly...if you ever read this..or any of you know him....please send my regards to him ok....bgtau dia..sy nda sumbung ba..sy sukaaa berkawan...hehehe

Kalau kamu berminat sja la mengikuti gossip sy di mana puji-pujian agak melebihi dari kenyataan la actually...malu sy...haha...ada link di sini..kalau nda minat pun nda pa..nda pyh baca..hahahah

"mula-mula saya and kengkawan takut-takut lagi ni mau ambik gambar dengan si Clarice…coz, takut dia ni jenis yang mahal dan sombong-sombong…tapi, nasib baik lagi tidak juga….and di sini lah sya dapat peluang ambik pic dengan si Clarice…..YESSS…..hahahaha….akhirnya sya dapat gak ambik pic dengan dia…..artis keminatan ku…..hehehe….memula, sya tidak mau ambik…tapi, pikir-pikir…rugi juga kalu sya takut-takut ambik gambar dengan dia, sedangkan kawan-kawan saya dah ambik gambar dengan dia dah……peluang beb…so, sya pun tus p depanlah….lepas dia habis ambik gambar dengan kawan sya, sya pun p lah berdiri sebelah dia…memula sya jauh-jauh ni…nda sangka pla sya.., si Clarice tarik sya dekat-dekat….hehehe…mang dia ni jenis yang peramah dan sempoi pula…..dari cara dia bercakap, dia masih mengekalkan Identiti dia sebagai Student Sabahan"


http://herrly-shanley.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/student-sabah-juara-malam-bintang-usm-2007/

Pandai pula sy p tarik org kan...hahahha bahaya ni.


The competition he was talking about was my final MB in USM after 4years of representing my Desasiswa. :) I kinda miss it.

I've blog about it before. Here's the link if any of you miss my voice. hahaha

http://nanatz.blogspot.com/2008/07/night-to-remember.html

10 Reasons For Me To Kill A Guy

I don't have a problem with people getting interested in me. It's those who caught my attention... now that's a problem.

If you think that you are attracted to me. You can stay.
If you think that i can be attracted to you. Please go away or i'll kill you. seriously.

So what types of guy gets under my skin? Pretty easy really.

1. Tall - preferably my forehead just in front of his lips level. (an excuse to get kiss on the forehead all the time. Clever? I know.)

2. Sexy.

3. Deep voice - as close to Liam Neeson would be very good. Less is also acceptable tho.

4. Sexy.

5. Hygienic - not freakishly clean but at least cover the basics (shower daily, smell good, clean cut fingernails & brush the teeth please).

6. Sexy.

7. Does not have a problem with smart women.

8. Sexy.

9. Cool (define cool anyway).

10. Sexy.


So...that's it. Pretty simple for early impression. And if you feel that you have either one or more of those...please, go away. Too much trouble. Especially if.. when i stumble, you are not there, never intended really, to catch me fall.

Si Kopi

Ntah apa masalah aku dengan kopi pada kelahiran yg lepas. Aku jarang sekali minum kopi kerana kopi dapat menyebabkan aku tidak tidur 7 hari 7 malam. Tapi kadang2 aku teringin juga minum kopi. Aku pun minum la kopi pagi ini. Hampir tengah hari aku rasa pening dan mual. Kemungkinan kopi ni boleh buat pregnant. Aku geram dengan kopi. Mulai hari ini, aku akan lari sekuat hati apabila terhidu/ternampak si kopi. Cari gaduh betul la kopi ni. huh!

Extracted Quotes

1. A sense of self means knowing what you have to offer & not offering it too quickly.

2. If a man is really interested in a woman, he doesn't mind waiting; in fact, often he prefers it.

3. When a man disappears suddenly, with no real explanation, it is because there is something wrong with him, not because there is something wrong with you.

4. The only time you should believe the man who says "i'll pull out" is when you're waiting for his parking space. [giggling]

5. Men respect women who retain their boundaries.

6. Men who have a compare-and-contrast attitude towards relationship are not just picky, they're narcissistic.

He's Just Not That Into You

"Hello miss. What movie would you like to watch?"
"Erm, He's Just Not That Into You."
"Okay. 7.10pm. Two tickets miss?"
"Sorry? Err, no. Just one. Thank you."

Is it so strange going to watch movie alone? I mean, instead of assuming for two, why didn't he asked for how many instead?

Anyway, i really love the movie. Before watching it, there are many not-so-good reviews about it on the net. Like they want it to be more realistic & not just another Cinderella movie with a bunch of A-list stars just to draw people's attention in.

But i still love it. :)


Every relationship scenario experienced by the female characters in the film, from being cheated on, to getting overly fixated on someone they just met, to misreading "let's be friends" signals as "I love you" -- is a situation that I've known to apply to just as many men as women.


I love Ben Affleck's lines about why people don't have to get married. Some would have to get married before settling down with their partner because of religious requirement. And some just did it because it was what everybody has been doing for as long as they can remember. But they are also some people who does not believe in marriage. That just because other people are doing it doesn't mean you have to do it too. When we have a very strong feelings like we care or love someone, we can just spend the rest of our life with the person, be in a committed relationship & it does not matter if you are married or not because it does not guarantee that it will last forever. Getting married is like, you are feeling insecure with the relationship & there's a need to tie it down. But you love your friends too, & you don't go making some kind of signed-for-life ceremony for Best Friend Forever or something.

However, having said that, i still want to get married. :) Not because other people are doing it or because i have to for the sake of religion but because when i decide that i want to marry that person, it's because i really love him & that i'm ready to be his & his alone. Marriage is special. And different. That's why it does not happen to BFF but only between a lover.

There are still so many things i want to share about this movie but it's late & i'm sleepy. Besides, i don't want to spoil anything for those who have not watch it. ;)

Btw, i love Bradly Cooper. He's so so so hottt! I'm so going to sleep with him... (in my dream) haha

drools..... sigh..... ;)

Wishes

ok Mell...here's the tag. ;)

I don't actually do tags that often but i think i'm going to do this one... as a matter of fact, my 'second' birthday in a year is just around the corner, so i may as well put out my wish list..then maaaybe it will be granted. [wink wink]

Here goes the wish list for my second 25th birthday this year:

1. Harry Potter 1~6 First Print Hard Cover Books. [i only got the 7th book...tsk tsk]

2. Phoenix Tattoo

3. An hour Sand Timer

4. Birthday Snow Globes

5. A return Penang-KK flight ticket.


I'm suppose to list out 10 wishes but you see, i am a very reasonable person. I don't ask too much. I just decide to wish for all those 5 items twice (that makes 10 wishes) so now it's more powerful & likely to be granted. ;)

So now i have make the list of what i want for my birthday, and the list ARE 10 (5wishX2) & i have post the image too...but i'm not tagging anyone on this. ;)

Dizziness

I've been feeling dizzy & my eye sight blurry for the past few days. Even feeling nausea at times. Whenever i'm trying to look up to something afar, i'll feel lightheaded & i have to like open my eyes bigger to reduce the strain of focusing my eyes on something. Some say it has something to do with the balance organs of the inner ear. I just thought i might be getting 'rabun'. Or maybe because of the Vitamin A-Zinc + Spirulina + Garlic that i took altogether just before i felt like this on Sunday evening. But that's just vitamins. Not some drugs medicine or anything, no?

I tried sleeping early every night but that didn't work either. Maybe i'll go see the doctor this evening after work. sigh.